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| Thursday, January 25th, 2007 | | 4:40 pm |
| | Sunday, July 30th, 2006 | | 5:01 pm |
In The Passing Months
Well the last time I updated this was about 2 months short of a year ago! Well since then Jesse and I had our one year anniversary...it wasnt how I had planned, I had planned something expensive and super romantic...well what really happened was, since my mom went out of town and my gma was there, I made a romantic dinner....fillet mingon, mashed potatoes, and green beans, and we drank sparkling apple cider in champagne flukes....after dinner we watched a few movies then Jesse, Jenn and I fell asleep in the living room. Next big event...Christmas...I GOT A CELL PHONE!!! But it was only pre-paid. Onto the next big event...In January I moved back to San Pedro, and went back to school at San Pedro High! Next big event....Valentines Day...Jesse Got Me A Bouquet of flowers, (With Roses, Lilies & Carnations) a teddy bear, a card, amd two boxes of chocolates! Next Big Event.....School got out and I got great grades (4 B's, 1 C, & 1 D[I only got a D cause I was tardy a bunch of times and he took 25 points off your grade everytime you are tardy!]) Next big event.....Tuesday....yes, only 5 days ago...I got a plan phone!!!!! YAY ME!!!!!!!! Well that is about it!!! Current Mood:  content | | Wednesday, October 19th, 2005 | | 9:19 pm |
HI ALL!!!!
WELL JESSE AND I HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 10 MONTHS, AND IN 20 DAYS IT WILL BE 11...AND FOR OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY I AM BUYING HIM A GOLD RING AND IT IS GOING TO BE ENGRAVED ON THE INSIDE TO SAY..."I LOVE YOU JESSE 12-8-04" BECAUSE THAT IS THE FIRST DAY THAT HE AND I STARTED GOING OUT...WELL EVEN THOUGH HE AND I DONT LIVE IN THE SAME CITY, WE SEE EACHOTHER AS MUCH AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE...ANYWAY...ENOUGH ABOUT ME AND JESSE...I AM NOW A SOPHMORE AT OCEAN VIEW HIGH SCHOOL, AND I AM LOVIN IT...SPECIALLY SINCE EVERYONE AT PEDRO HIGH HATES ME WITH A PASSION...AND IT IS ALL BECAUSE JESSE AND I ACTUALLY LASTED THIS LONG...(ASSHOLES, HUH?) ANYWAY...I LIVE WITH MY MOMMA AND IT IS AWESOME, I CAN TELL HER EVERYTHING, SHE IS LIKE MY BEST-FRIEND!!!! WELL UP THERE IS THE PIC THAT JESSE AND I TOOK LIKE RIGHT AROUND THE TIME OF OUR 10 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!
WELL I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!......OH YEAH, AND MY B-DAY IS IN 10 DAYS!!!
Current Mood:  excited | | Sunday, August 28th, 2005 | | 12:18 am |
I AM SOOOOOOO EXCITED!!! TODAY (WELL TECHNICALLY TODAY) IS BATS DAY AT THE FUN PARK!!! BUT THE ONLY THING IS, JESSE IS GOING AND HE DOESNT HAVE ANY MONEY, SO I AM GOING TO SEE IF ONE OF MY MOMS FRIENDS THAT WORKS AT THE PARK WILL SIGN HIM IN, OR ELSE I AM GOING TO BE CHILLIN IN THE HOTEL WITH ALL THE ADULTS!!! THATS OK THOUGH!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! ANYWAY...I HOPE THAT I CAN GET HIM SIGNED IN BECAUSE I HAVE THIS FEELING THAT IF I DONT GO INTO THE PARK I AM GOING TO HEAR IT FROM TOO MANY PEOPLE!!! SO YEAH!!! WELL LOTS OF LOVE...SEE YOU ALL TOMMORROW!!!! HERE IS A PIC OF A GOOD TIME WITH ALL YOU ADULTS!!!!
Current Mood: excited | | Wednesday, August 24th, 2005 | | 1:11 am |
DRAMA BE GONE
ITS LIKE INSTANTLY WHEN YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE SOMETHING THAT YOU FEEL REALLY STRONGLY ABOUT THEY ALWAYS SEEM TO LISTEN!!! WELL I ENDED UP TELLING HIM THAT I DIDNT WANT HIM TO SEE OR TALK TO KATIE! AND HE GOT REALLY UPSET, LIKE NOT A MAD UPSET BUT A SAD UPSET! AND THEN I ASKED HIM WHY HE WAS SO UPSET AND HE WAS LIKE I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN MY GIRLFRIEND AND MY BEST FRIEND AND THEN I ASKED HIM LIKE A SERIES OF QUESTION THAT I KNEW THE THE ONE PERSON HE TOLD WAS ME, AND THEN AFTER EVERY QUESTION I SAID DO I KNOW AND THEN I SAID DOES KATIE KNOW...THEN AFTER I ASKED HIM SERIOUSLY WHO HIS BEST FRIEND WAS AND THEN HE DECIDED THAT HIS BEST FRIEND WAS ME AND SO WHEN HE MADE THE DECISION IT WAS ALOT EASIER ON HIM KNOWING THAT HE WASNT LOOSING HIS BEST FRIEND AND THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS HAVE ME AS HIS GIRLFRIEND AND HIS BEST FRIEND FOR ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!! THEN HE TOLD ME THAT HE WOULDNT SEE OR TALK TO HER ANYMORE BECAUSE ALL HE WANTED TO DO WAS TO KEEP ME HAPPY AND TO NEVER SEE ME WANT TO LEAVE HIM, BECAUSE IT WOULD HURT HIM TOO MUCH!!! AND SO NOW OUR RELATIONSHIP IS STRONGER THAT EVER LIKE THE OLD SAYING GOES, WHATEVER DOESNT KILL YOU ONLY MAKES YOU STRONGER! SO YEAH, NOW HE AND I ARE GOING ON 9 MONTHS!!!WHOA THAT IS ONLY LIKE 3 MONTHS SHORT OF A YEAR!!! WELL HOPEFULLY IT WILL GO ON TO A YEAR AND THEN LONGER TO COME STILL!!! I REALLY LOVE HIM, AND I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT HIM, BECAUSE BEFORE HIM IT WAS LIKE I WAS A HALF AND NOW THAT I HAVE HIM I AM A WHOLE, AND ONCE YOU HAVE FELT WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE WHOLE YOU CANT JUST GO BACK TO BEING A HALF! ANYWAY I G2G I AM REALLY TIRED!!!!!  Current Mood:  loved | | Wednesday, August 10th, 2005 | | 12:28 pm |
ME AND CHELSEA....ME BEST AND LONGEST FRIEND!!!!7-29-05 | | 12:27 pm |
ME AND JESSE 7-05 | | 12:26 pm |
ME AND JESSE 12-04 | | 12:21 pm |
MY DRAMA
WELL I DONT EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I DID MY LIVE JOURNAL!!! I THINK IT WAS IN OCTOBER OR SOMETHING!!! WELL....WHAT HAS HAPPENED SINCE THEN!!! WELL I GOT WITH JESSE JAMES BOYD...I HAVE BEEN WITH HIM SINCE DECEMBER 8TH!!!! THATS A LONG TIME HUH? NOT REALLY BUT FOR ME IT IS!!!! WELL I DONT KNOW HE AND I HAD OUR ROCKY MOMENTS...BUT WE HAVE BEEN OK!!!! ANYWAY I DECIDED THAT I HAVE WAY TOO MUCH DRAMA.....AT LEAST RIGHT NOW!!!! REMEMBER HOW I SAID THAT JESSE AND I HAD OUR ROCKY TIMES? WELL 100% OF THOSE PROBLEMS WERE BECAUSE OF A GIRL NAMED KATIE....WHAT HAD HAPPENED WAS THEY WERE BEST FRIENDS AND EVERYONE WAS TELLING ME THAT THEY WERE A LIL TOO CLOSE...SO ONE DAY I WAS WATCHING AND I DECIDED THAT THEY WERE RIGHT SO I TALKED TO HIM AND HE SAID HE WOULD STOP BUT THEN ABOUT A MONTH LATER HIS BEST FRIEND GEORGE CALLED ME AND WAS LIKE "GO TO THE GULLY NOW!!!!" HE SAID THAT I WOULD CATCH JESSE IN THE ACT IF I WENT RIGHT THEN!! THEN I WALKED TO THE GULLY AND I SAW HIM AND KATIE WALKING OUT OF THE GULLY! WELL I CALLED GEORGE AFTER THAT AND HE TOLD ME EVERYTHING....THAT NIGHT I GOT EVERYTHING THAT JESSE EVERY GAVE ME AND I WAS PLANNING ON GIVING IT BACK TO HIM, BUT HE WASNT AT CHURCH!!! SO I ENDED UP THROWING IT ALL AWAY INCLUDING THE GOLD AND DIAMOND RING HE GAVE ME!!!! AND THEN WE DIDNT TALK FOR LIKE A WEEK!!! THEN WE STARTED TALKING AND HANGING OUT AND THEN, THREE WEEKS LATER HE AND I GOT BACK TOGETHER!!! MY MOM WHO KNEW WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME SAID THAT I WASNT ALLOWED TO SEE HIM ANYMORE AND SO I RAN AWAY (VERY STUPID DECISION I MIGHT ADD) I ENDED UP HITCHHIKING BACK TO SAN PEDRO, JUST TO SEE HIM...I WAS GONE A LITTLE OVER 24 HOURS AND THEN MY PARENTS FOUND ME!!! I WASNT ALLOWED TO SEE HIM FOR LIKE 3 MONTHS (EVEN THOUGH I DID ANYWAY...ALSO NOT THE SMARTEST IDEA) AND THEN FINALLY MY PARENTS LET ME SEE HIM IN JULY, WELL AT LEAST MY MOM DID AND THEN THIS MONTH I AM STAYING WITH MY DADDY AND WE HAD A TALK ABOUT BEING HONEST WITH EACHOTHER AND SO I STARTED TELLING HIM THE TRUTH ALL THE TIME AND SO HE SAID THAT SINCE I HAVE BEEN REALLY GOOD THAT HE WILL TALK TO JESSE AND THEN I WOULD BE ALLOWED TO SEE HIM AGAIN!!!! BUT THEN I TALKED TO JESSE YESTERDAY AND SOMETHINGS ARE HAPPENING THAT ARE MAKING ME DOUBT OUR RELATIONSHIP!!!! I LOVE HIM DONT GET ME WRONG! BUT I DONT THINK THAT I TRUST HIM!!! I MEAN I WANT TO BUT I DONT THINK THAT I DO!!! AND THE REASON I SAY THIS IS BECAUSE YESTERDAY WHEN I TALKED TO HIM HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS GOING TO HANG OUT WITH KATIE, AND HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO, AND I TOLD HIS THAT I DIDNT WANT TO GO BECAUSE I DONT LIKE HER!!! AND THEN MY DAD OPENED MY EYES TO EVERYTHING THAT COULD HAPPEN AND HOW NAIVE I WAS BEING FOR LETTING HIM GO AND NOT GOING WITH HIM!!!! I AM GOING TO BE HONEST I DONT WANT HIM TO GO AT ALL, BUT THEY ARE LIKE BEST FRIENDS AND I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THE SUPER UBER CONTROLLING GF WHO WONT LET HIM HANG OUT WITH HIS FRIENDS! SO I AM NOT GOING TO TELL HIM NOT TO, BUT I FEEL LIKE IF HE GOES I AM GOING TO BRAK UP WITH HIM!!! AND I DONT WANT TO BECAUSE I LOVE HIM...BUT IF I CANT TRUST HIM THEN OUR RELATIONSHIP IS BASED ON NOTHING BECAUSE THE BASE OF EVERY RELATIONSHIP IS TRUST AND IF YOU DONT HAVE TRUST YOU DONT HAVE ANYTHING! SO I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO????? OH YEAH...HERES A PIC  !!! Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: MR.LONELY~~AKON | | Tuesday, January 25th, 2005 | | 10:06 am |
hey!! well all i have done for the past few days is think about my relationship!!! honestly i didnt think that there would be any problems AT ALL!! and i was very unprepared when the problems occured, but those problems werent on his mind, because in his mind there were no problems at all and so i had to get up my courage and take the chance of ruining my perfect relationship by talking about the issues i was having. but when i said those four dreaded words "We need to talk." he listened right away!! i mean the issues i was having werent like huge to any of our friends but....it was HUGE to me!! i mean there were only a few things that i came up with!! and so yeah!! i mean it was pretty much the fact that he was ditching ALL the time!! and that he didnt really talk to me about things, and that he wasnt being realistic about things that i needed him to be realistic about!! so we talked yesterday and it took a long time to talk about those pew things it took all of lunch, all of nutrition, and an hour and a half after school (he walks me home EVERY day after school!) but in the end everything got worked out and our relationship is better than ever!! now he pinky promised that he wouldnt ditch, and he told me that the only reason he is not being realictic is because he is only realistic when he has to be and that he didnt think he had to be, but now that he knows and so he will try to be realistic about it and that another reason he was not realistic about it is because it is hard for him too and he is trying to be strong for me, well yeah everything is all fine now so you know g2g!! Current Mood: happy | | Sunday, January 16th, 2005 | | 7:23 pm |
Hey Y'All well i updated this likde last night or something.... well i am still completely in love with Jesse and tommorrow he and i are taking pictures with him!!! yup i have had this planned so that he and i wear kinda matching outfits, like when i told him that i was going to pick him up around noonish and he was like well your mom better be prepared to wait because you are picking out my outfit. yup so he and i are completely in love still. adn i dont think we ever will not be completely in love!!! geesh i love him SOOOOOO much!!! Current Mood: excited | | Saturday, January 15th, 2005 | | 9:07 pm |
hey y'all well i dont even remember the last time i updated this well me and Jesse have been going out for a little over a month. and yeah and my skool is going pretty ok. and yeah well my life is going pretty good!!! thats about it!! Current Mood: loved | | Tuesday, December 21st, 2004 | | 10:10 am |
hey y'all well i have some really good news!!!!! i have been with Jesse for going on two weeks now!!!! YAY!!!! i really like him!!!! anyway it is finally winter break and i am having a blast so far!!! i am VERY HAPPY that christmas is finally here!!! now it is non-stop fun with my friends and my boyfriend!!! and like in a couple of days he and i are going to take pictures at P.O.S.E!!! I am SOOOOOO Happy!!! i really love him!!! anyway i have to go but feel free to comment!!!
Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Launch Radio | | 10:08 am |
 Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Launch Radio | | Friday, November 26th, 2004 | | 10:04 pm |
well i found out that the guy in upland or where ever is actually not that cute, but oh well. i told his cousin jaymes to tell him that i wasnt as into him as he was into me. and so i dont really know why but i havent talked to him since. well other than that i havent really been up to much, but i did meet this guy!! well his name is Jesse. He is 15. He has Strawberry blonde hair. He is in 10th grade. He goes to my school!! I see him ALL the time. well last thursday Jesse's brother came up to me and he told me that Jesse was in the hospital. Yup well he pulled a knife to himself and he got sent to the hospital for a week and i havent seen him since last wednesday and so tommorrow he is coming over to see me. and oh yeah now his brother wont talk to me because when Jesse was in the hospital i called him and so now his bro wont talk to me. well while Jesse was in the hospital this guy Bruce kissed me and then i talked to Jesse and i told him and he was like "are you going to get with bruce now?" and i was like "no" and he was like "why" and i told him that i didnt want to be with bruce, and then he asked me if i had a bf and i told him that no i didnt, and he was like oh well i have a suprise for you when i get home!! well i dont was to assume what it is because i dont want to be let down if it is not what i think it is. well what do you think it is? let me know. oh yeah i got my hair cut today. it is not much shorter that it was before but it is a little shorter!! well feel free to comment PS::I AM SOOO EXCITED TO SEE JESSE TOMMORROW!!! Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: launch radio | | Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004 | | 6:39 pm |
ok well when i thought the drama was finally over (my party) it came back!! the day after my party my "friend" marissa shared all the things that i thought she was going to keep between us to the person that it had to do with. so that started a lot of drama, but i worked it all out. and then i had an ok week. then on friday was my b-day and then Saturday i went to my g-mas for my g-pas B-Day and then i went to mykals party! and i met his friend robert who is totally gorgeous and then i told Jaymes who is "cousins" with robert that i thought robert was hott and then i found out that robert was right there and so he found out but thats ok cuz he told me that he thought the same about me and so yesterday we talked online for 2 hours and then on the phone for who knows how long!! but bio on him, he is 16 has his license and he is 11th grade he lives in upland and he is gorgeous!! so yeah!! well that is pretty much all that has happend to me lately!! Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Ashlee Simpson | | Tuesday, October 19th, 2004 | | 10:56 am |
hey y'all well i have had an interesting last few weeks, well you remember my friend alicia, well she got with my friend sydney and so tha is gone. and well hen alicia bailed on me for helping me babysit on my aunts wedding day and so i only had me and jennifer and my friend jessica to help. but its ok because at the wedding i met this totally gorgeous guy his name is Christian!!! and he is Jays cousin and you know how my b-day party is on saturday? well jay said that he would talk to him for me and then take him to my b-day party and so i am super happy about that and then well i called alicia and she was in tears and i asked her what happened and she said that her dad was sending her away to military school!!! and so she keeps ditching school and she because she ran away from her dads house and she she is only ditching so that he cant pull her out of school and bring her to military school!!! well i have to go, this class is almost over!! bye bye. and by the way my party is on saturday at my house at 6pm till ? Current Mood:  depressed | | Monday, October 4th, 2004 | | 7:17 pm |
hey y'all, well today what happened? well my baby didnt go to skool. she was sick!!! poor baby!!! and then i talked to her on the fone and then she admitted that she had a crush on me!!! and then i told her that i did too!! and then she told me that for my b-day that she would take me to knotts scary farm!!! YAY!!! Current Mood: green day | | Wednesday, September 29th, 2004 | | 10:36 am |
well i dont even remember the last time i updated my LJ!!!! well lets see what happened during the summer? well i hung out with my ex, his name is Joe!!! well i dont really know why but i ended up making out with him. and i guess what like all his fmily likes me and so when i was over there EVERYONE was really super nice to me and so yeah!!! and then when i was at my g-mas the first time i didnt get to see him i mean i was only there for a weeend but my "friend" jennifer allegedly took a pack of cigarettes from my mom and a zippos but... she blamed it on my friend crystal and then i wasnt a llowed to talk to crystal all summer. but when i got back to school which shall i mintion was my first year of high school she was in my 1st period and we didnt really even talk about what happened we just started talking and we are like best friends again. but she told my that she never asked jennifer to steal from my parents and that it was all jennifers idea and i dont know why but i think that i believe crystal and not jennifer. well anyway back to my summer, i went to bats day for the first time ever and i went with my mom, dad, seth, jennifer, mykal, and justin. well disneylnd was totally fun, and it was really kool seeing mykal again!!! well me and mykal kept talking and then two weeks later he was over at my house for the weekend. and even though i kinda like him i am makng myself refuse, not because i dont want to like him i mean do but there is just this part of me that keeps saying back off he lives WAY too far away from you!!! but anyway so now that i am back at school what has happened? well i had a little bit of drama, because this guy francisco was like my friend and then my friend jessica got really, because he was her ex and there was still hard feelings between the two of them and now that dramam is over and now he old jessica "what he feels" and now i am like really mad at him cause it made me sound really bad. and that is all thats going on righ now, drama wise. but other than that my year has been really great, well at least so far. i mean the girl who i had issues with last year is now my friend, me and my friend ricky are as good friends as ever and i have really good grades. and also yeasterday was my friend alicia's b-day and i brought her two dozen roses and some snickers and i took her to the movies, we saw resident evil 2 and then today i am going to give her a stud for her la bret because he mom made he take it out, but she had it pierced for like 6-9 months before she had to take it out. well that is all that has gone on in my life lately. oh wait the very last thing that i wanted to say was that i am super excited because today after school i am going to have a huge big screen T.V in my house and also Alicia is coming over to watch it!!! Love y'all, Annalisa AKA lilpocketpunk!!! Current Mood: excited | | Monday, May 17th, 2004 | | 4:55 pm |
my drama
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so i havent updated my journal in about a month well i will let you all in on everything. well one of my best friends, who is a guy and has a girlfriend, well i talk to him like all the time and then one day out of the blue he told me that he liked me and not just as a friend. and so i was like OMG but at that time what he didnt know is that i liked him and so i kept it from him because i didnt want to effect his realshonship and then finally i broke down and told him. well it turns out that that day before i told him his girlfriend had broken up with him. well that night they got back together. well it went on like that about well let me put it this way they broke up and got back together about 3 times in 2 days. then she broke up with him again and she asked him to get back with her and he said no so she wrote him a note that had blood and tears all over it and it said "all i am asking you for is another chance and you wont even give me that and thats why i am cutting myself" and so he got back with her but they agreed that it was her last chance. but well i am having a flashback, about a week before that all happened i went to this thing it is called first thursday but when i go thtere a bunch of people were telling me thathis gf was going to try and jump me there. so i was freaking out but it turns out she wasnt and some girl who like my friend spread that around to try to break up him and his gf. well back to my story his gf called me last night and she was all "did you know that ricky still likes you?" and i was all no then she said "well you know that this is my last chance right?" then i was all yeah i heard. then she told me that she was going to break up with him. then she broke up with him last night. then today he called me and he said that he was having and urge to kiss me at lunch and i was all OMG. then he said he had to go and he would call me back. well please give me advice on this quick! Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: this kiss:faith hill??? |
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